Wow. I didn't think I would ever be writing these letters, but I am so happy I am! When I was pregnant with your big brother, we called him Pumpkin when he was in my belly and now I have started calling you Bunny, so that is why I call these, Letters to Bunny. I didn't think I'd be writing these letters because it took almost 5 very long years to have you! Now that you are here, I'm still in disbelief, but so happy I get to be a mom all over again! Thank God!
Being a mom is something I wanted to be my whole life. When we had your big brother, Nate, it was the happiest time! I knew right away that I wanted to have another baby. Unfortunately, it wasn't so easy for me to get pregnant. I didn't understand why. We did lots of things to try to have a baby. I went to many doctors, took many tests and x-rays, and after awhile of doing all these things, I kind of lost hope that I would ever be able to have another baby. It was a very sad time. Eventually I just tried to go on with life and be happy, but I always had a feeling that someday, I would have another baby. I just knew that our family wasn't yet complete.
This past winter, we decided to take a trip to Disney World. (Someday we will take you too!) We had such a fun time riding rides, seeing the fun characters and enjoying the nice weather. One of the days we were there, I was riding a ride that made my belly do funny flips from going so fast up and over hills. I realized something felt a little different in my belly. I started wondering if I could be pregnant. We went back to the hotel and I found out that I was pregnant! I couldn't believe you were with me on that roller coaster ride! Dad and I hugged and were so excited!
We couldn't tell your brother right away. He was a little too young to understand about babies being really small. We waited until we got ultrasound pictures to show him that there was a baby brother or sister of his growing in my belly! He wanted to be a big brother for such a long time. He is SO very excited to meet you! You are so lucky to have a big brother who loves you so much!
I haven't been feeling the best, babies in your belly can make you feel sick and really, really tired sometimes. But through all the sick feelings, I have always, always been so thankful that you get to be my baby. I cannot wait to meet you and bring you into our family. You have been so wanted and so loved!
I love you, Bunny, and can't wait to meet you!
Love,
Mom
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